Retail Therapy urgently needed.

Any good places to suggest/people interested in some theeerahpee? :)
  • Current Mood
    distressed utterly desperate


Two more days to The Big Reveal.

I'm not sure what more to think, working life is kind of repetitive even when it gets busy. I hate taking the train to work in the morning; the bus rides home are much more appealing. I like being able to see out of the bus and observe people going about their lives. When i get home, i'm so tired i don't do much but watch tv, i don't go online (i don't even turn on the computer)and most of the time all i do when watching tv is paint my nails. Life is monotonous. I miss being around my friends all the time; i guess i took that aspect of my life for granted when i was in school, and right now thats what i miss the most.

Meeting up with mel the other day to do ******'s **** was fun, it had been a long time since i've done something like that ever since school ended. actually, it has been some time since i've really met up with mel to talk or laugh around. I used to see her everyday and now its almost difficult for me to see her.

I miss singing the most, ever since school ended, choir ended too. I haven't had the chance to sing with shilbe, jm and mel since foreverrrrr and its been like an itch that i've had ever since i started working.

it really is true that you don't appreciate what you've got till its gone. I'm missing school life in ways i never thought i would.

Random stuffs and such.

And you dropped the note and we changed key.
You changed yourself and I changed me.
I really didn't see us singing through this, then you screamed the bridge and i cried the verse, and our chorus came out unrehearsed.
And you smiled the whole way through it, I guess maybe that's what made it worse.

- Mayday Parade, If You Wanted a Song Written About You, All You Had To Do Was Ask.

Number, 21

“Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we’re told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe… it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is… just… moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.”

“I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care. Oh! You’ve think you won because women are expendable to you. You may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don’t fall in love that way either. You have not won. You’re alone. I may do a lot of stupid shit but I’m still a lot closer to love than you are.”

-From Shaun's favourite movie, He's Just Not That Into You.

Number, 20

my first day of work, and here i am blogging. don't get me wrong, my job is not all simple and slack, though it may seem so now. soon i'll be buried under paperwork and filing papers. it is weird reading past scholarship applications; i see a lot of HC people's apps, RJ people's apps and i try to imagine myself writing something like that. and getting a "rejected" status. sigh, its quite scary.

okay short post, my senior just dumped some paperwork on me D:

Number, 18

we all need some form of closure.

school life is ending real soon for us (technically we've graduated already but theres the Alevel business so i don't count myself as graduated YET), and a part of me is glad i don't have to wake up at 6 in the morning everyday but i'm gonna miss all my teachers, i've been really lucky to have them teaching us for 2years. AND of course i'm gonna miss my class (as un-close as we are, i'll miss going for lectures together and having funny gp tutorials) and i'm going to miss all the choir people omg i'm secretly hoping none of the shaltos go overseas so we can still sing together, gossip, go shopping, eat, sleep over, laugh and just do crap together.

its funny how you only notice the small and really interesting things that happen around you when you're studying. like how everyone goes on with their normal life while you're studying for the most important examination of your life, and how the MRT train goes pass my house like clockwork, or even just the laughter of little kindergarten kids at around 2 every afternoon. the void decks near my house are covered with chalk from those little kids drawwings and sketches that are really cute and makes me feel like doing it myself (maybe i will)

so this post is supposed to revive my dilapidated lj by a bit before i go off for my major exams. As are so near i can smell it; its really scary when i think about it as the Most Important Exam Of My Life especially when i keep doubting my ability to do well.

on a side note, GO LISTEN TO "SHE WAS MINE" BY AJ RAFAEL AND JESSE BARRERA.! they totally rock haha. should we try to sing it for prom? (:

PS this was spontaneous post, i totally didnt plan on updating my lj till after As actually but i couldn't resist.!
  • Current Music
    She Was Mine-AJ Rafael and Jesse Barrera

Number, 17

so for the past five minutes i've been trying to start a new post and deleting off whatever i typed cos it just didn't seem right. i don't know, i've never really been the kind of person who enjoyed writing down stuff a lot, i'm not that good at words, unlike jiamin or like melissa haha. usually i just read their blogs and i kinda don't feel the need for blogging anymore cos whatever they've said is what i wanted to say. unless its like a spontaneous thing, which is why i blog so rarely BUT i'm amazed that everytime i DO blog (which is like once in a billion years), i actually get comments! :o it feels good to know that people are reading of course, and yet it feels even better that people do care. haha anyway, i guess what i'm trying to say is thanks guys for always being there for me.

and for the first time today, i went to HAJI LANE with nette and joel :D :D :D! okay, i know i'm really lag and stuff but hey at least i went! :D i would really love the place if i were rich and had cash to burn cos believe me, the prices there are da bomb. (though they are really lovely and pretty and hot) but most importantly, i like the way haji lane is like; really vintage-y, rustic and laid back, not like those futuristic buildings that seem to pop up everywhere in Singapore nowadays. i mean, that new shopping centre at Bugis, (i can't remmeber what its called) is really nice and all but still its just one of many and holds no appeal to me.


so anyway, i have no idea how to end off, i usually don't plan the endings, sadly, hahah so my blog posts always suck, but whatever. i'm brain dead. BUT TOMORROW I'M GOING OUT WITH SHALTOS MY LIFE ROCKKKSSSSSSS (for now!) haha and i love my primary school friends, they rock too! (:

Number, 16

Writing Testimonials PART 2

"Write your reflections on whether you possess any of the qualities listed below. "


"Organizational Skills – I showed foresight, resourcefulness & efficiency in organizing school projects; effectively organized a group."


okay i just saw my sec4 CV GOSH ITS LIKE 2 FREAKING PAGES LOOOONGG. i can't believe you guys manage to write that much :o you all rock man. :o i'm amazed. D: i think i can like kop some stuff hehheh.